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[semperfiona]

*sigh* I feel like I've been hit in the gut. I took Rosa out for ice cream. When I got back, there was the message on my voice mail. Why does it have to be so hard? Will we *ever* get to spend nights together? I was so sure this time it would happen for real. I let myself believe in it. I refused to listen to that voice that said "something will come up, something always comes up." And now that something did, I'm crying my eyes out.