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Mar. 19th, 2002 12:19 pmThis totally isn't fair of me, but I'm feeling left-outed and vaguely jealous again. The wonderful
neeuqdrazil has new friendships bursting out all over at her, and she very much deserves it...but I want some! Waaaaaaaaah!
Gack. I don't even know whether I want people to comment and try and tell me how special I am or anything because I feel like it doesn't count if I've asked for it.
Where did this come from?! GRRRRRRRRRR!
I have been feeling a bit depressed lately, for no apparent reason other than perhaps seasonal malaise. (I want spring!)
I've been sleeping far more than usual, though not very restfully, a somewhat worrying tendency when tomorrow I'm off to Detroit for ACUS. I know perfectly well that's going to be a major sleep deprivation weekend. I hope I don't do anything embarrassing like fall asleep in the middle of a game.
I've also had very little motivation to do anything at all other than hang out online: I've made next to no progress on my unpacking, I've procrastinated designing characters for the aforementioned ACUS, and I've neglected AW completely. Even my morning pages, the one aspect of AW I felt I was doing well at.
Gack. I don't even know whether I want people to comment and try and tell me how special I am or anything because I feel like it doesn't count if I've asked for it.
Where did this come from?! GRRRRRRRRRR!
I have been feeling a bit depressed lately, for no apparent reason other than perhaps seasonal malaise. (I want spring!)
I've been sleeping far more than usual, though not very restfully, a somewhat worrying tendency when tomorrow I'm off to Detroit for ACUS. I know perfectly well that's going to be a major sleep deprivation weekend. I hope I don't do anything embarrassing like fall asleep in the middle of a game.
I've also had very little motivation to do anything at all other than hang out online: I've made next to no progress on my unpacking, I've procrastinated designing characters for the aforementioned ACUS, and I've neglected AW completely. Even my morning pages, the one aspect of AW I felt I was doing well at.