Emotional weather report
Sep. 1st, 2006 10:46 amShitty, with intermittent periods of pissy, broken up by occasional
spots of giggle. A horny pressure system is also in residence, causing
very abrupt changes in temperature.
I've been riding the ragged edge of tears for days, and it turns to
sheer rage at the drop of a hat (well, how about the flash of a brake
light: I was screaming at the car in front of me yesterday evening
because zie kept braking for no reason). I just added "changes in
temperature" to the list: it's true in a literal sense as well. I'm
cold, I'm hot, I'm cold, I'm hot.
I assume it's the clomid, since there's no actual reason I should be
feeling so crappy (well, I like the horniness of course). My life is a
wonderful place to be, and my loves are delightful. They put up with me
when I'm such a depressing pain in the ass to be around that even I
can't stand being around me.
Thanks to everyone who's been trying to cheer me up. It is much
appreciated; please continue.
More good things
1. BONUS! $1500 to be paid 9/15! (Notification letter this morning)
2. The best cryptic clue I ever made up ("Standard tire (4)")
3. Lunch with loves or friends or lust-objects every day this week!
4. Christine's coming back to St. Louis sooner than expected
5. Long weekend
spots of giggle. A horny pressure system is also in residence, causing
very abrupt changes in temperature.
I've been riding the ragged edge of tears for days, and it turns to
sheer rage at the drop of a hat (well, how about the flash of a brake
light: I was screaming at the car in front of me yesterday evening
because zie kept braking for no reason). I just added "changes in
temperature" to the list: it's true in a literal sense as well. I'm
cold, I'm hot, I'm cold, I'm hot.
I assume it's the clomid, since there's no actual reason I should be
feeling so crappy (well, I like the horniness of course). My life is a
wonderful place to be, and my loves are delightful. They put up with me
when I'm such a depressing pain in the ass to be around that even I
can't stand being around me.
Thanks to everyone who's been trying to cheer me up. It is much
appreciated; please continue.
More good things
1. BONUS! $1500 to be paid 9/15! (Notification letter this morning)
2. The best cryptic clue I ever made up ("Standard tire (4)")
3. Lunch with loves or friends or lust-objects every day this week!
4. Christine's coming back to St. Louis sooner than expected
5. Long weekend