Emotional weather report

[semperfiona]

Shitty, with intermittent periods of pissy, broken up by occasional
spots of giggle. A horny pressure system is also in residence, causing
very abrupt changes in temperature.

I've been riding the ragged edge of tears for days, and it turns to
sheer rage at the drop of a hat (well, how about the flash of a brake
light: I was screaming at the car in front of me yesterday evening
because zie kept braking for no reason). I just added "changes in
temperature" to the list: it's true in a literal sense as well. I'm
cold, I'm hot, I'm cold, I'm hot.

I assume it's the clomid, since there's no actual reason I should be
feeling so crappy (well, I like the horniness of course). My life is a
wonderful place to be, and my loves are delightful. They put up with me
when I'm such a depressing pain in the ass to be around that even I
can't stand being around me.

Thanks to everyone who's been trying to cheer me up. It is much
appreciated; please continue.

More good things
1. BONUS! $1500 to be paid 9/15! (Notification letter this morning)
2. The best cryptic clue I ever made up ("Standard tire (4)")
3. Lunch with loves or friends or lust-objects every day this week!
4. Christine's coming back to St. Louis sooner than expected
5. Long weekend

Comments

[queensheba.livejournal.com]

Wow, that's quite a bonus! Mine was about $300. Still nothing to sneeze at though!

[marnanel.livejournal.com]

"Standard tire (4)"

Heh, that's really clever.

[scottak.livejournal.com]

If you need some more cheering up, I suspect I'll have some free time while R~ is at work today and tomorrow. We could have more lunch, or something.

And you know, it's always good to have someone with you when those horny fronts move in. >;)

[gremlin44.livejournal.com]

If you read my entries from Jan-Mar of this year, you'll see similar stuff.

Clomid is vile, vile crap. It is not the baby aspirin of the infertility world. Even people who have done IVF say they much prefer injectibles to Clomid.

[semperfiona]

*nod* I did read them, so I was somewhat forewarned. I commiserate with you.

You've got friends to see you through ...

[the-geoffrey.livejournal.com]

and that's worth a lot.

Plus you're a strong person, and bigger than any ol' drug or emo weather. Yay you!

[princejvstin.livejournal.com]

All good stuff for you.

And of course,

[leenoox.livejournal.com]

you can be comforted in knowing that Chris sucks.