semperfiona | (no subject)

The Fellowship of the Ring extended version is an even better movie. I didn't think it possible, but it is. There are a few little things I miss from the original version, but the additions and replacements make the story hang together even better, and add back in some important foreshadowing and explanation. I think I'm going to end up keeping both of them for comparison's sake.

Still depressed. Maybe even more so. Called Christine trying to get some encouragement--really I just wanted her to come over and hug me--but it didn't work. She told me some things that got me even more down. She thinks I should go out alone to bars to meet people. That just feels wrong for me but I couldn't explain why to her, and I can't explain it now either.

I don't think I'm a bad friend; I've always been willing to go to people when they needed me (and have done it many times). But now I need someone and there's no one here for me.