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[semperfiona]

I've been in a funk since I got up today. I suppose, realistically, I've been in a funk for quite a while longer than that. But it's lifting a bit, thanks to having run the update (mentioned in yesterday's post) with what looks like success. Doubtless I'll get back a complaint from Mary that it didn't do what she wanted, since that's been SOP for this stupid project from the beginning--which was in May, $DEITY help me, and I quoted it at 16 hours! I've spent at least a hundred hours on it, all told, strewn throughout the year.

It's done more to dismantle the once-good working relationship between myself and Mary than anything else I could think of. I dread calls from her, I seethe inwardly whenever I read an email...even if it's completely unrelated.

Something's gotta give. Randy and I have already talked to the reps about writing something the members can use themselves for this kind of fixes, but there's so far no sign from the Project Manager On High of anyone getting the assignment to do it. I am THISCLOSE to just doing it myself assignment or no. It's not like I've got any other pressing projects at the moment. *snerk*

But really, this was just the last straw. This year has been extremely stressful for all of us. I'm trying to find the bright spots (new friends transplantmom and tempesttea and others, housefuls of friends on a moment's notice, some fantastic times, enduring love from ohari and lavendargrrl, adorable Ochi...) but it's so hard. We're falling further and further behind on the bills, going further into debt, getting hit by repeated unexpected car problems and appliance issues, having a lot of neighbor complaints about stupid stuff...Chris is suffering, Tammie's working herself far too hard, I'm about ready to crawl into a hole, the Christmas tree is bare...Isn't it about time we catch a break already?

Oh, and insult to injury, my cellphone has gone missing. I haven't seen or heard it since Monday.

Comments

[reannon.livejournal.com]

:(

I'm sorry things are rough for you guys now. You know how special you are to me. I know the standard "is there anything I can do?" will be waved off as always, but dammit, I want to help! I wish I could wave a magic wand for you.

[jilly-bear.livejournal.com]

I agree with Rheannon - please, if there is anything I can do to help - let me know. I know how tough it can be and especially this time of year. We don't see each other nearly enough and I am partly to blame for that as I have sort of disolved into my own little world since our move here but really, I care and if you need anything - let me know. :)

**hugs**

[reannon.livejournal.com]

Perhaps we need to conspire.

[ohari.livejournal.com]

...she whispered, conspiratorially. Even if he couldn't spell it.

[jilly-bear.livejournal.com]

Perhaps we do! :)

[reannon.livejournal.com]

elizabethdonald at yahoo dot com.

*waves hand in front of Fiona*

Yooooou didn't see aaaaanything....

[scottak.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about the suckiness. This kind of crap seems to be going around...

As hard as it's been, imagine how hard it would be if you didn't have people who love you to suffer through with you! We love you muchly.

[tempesttea.livejournal.com]

on the upside your still beautiful. Love you sweetie and when I see you I am goig to give you a big hug.

[lil-mischif.livejournal.com]

Well some of my issues are different, but I can totally empathize. May we all have a much better and brighter 2008! Blessed Be.