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Mar. 19th, 2002 12:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
semperfionaThis totally isn't fair of me, but I'm feeling left-outed and vaguely jealous again. The wonderful ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
neeuqdrazil has new friendships bursting out all over at her, and she very much deserves it...but I want some! Waaaaaaaaah!
Gack. I don't even know whether I want people to comment and try and tell me how special I am or anything because I feel like it doesn't count if I've asked for it.
Where did this come from?! GRRRRRRRRRR!
I have been feeling a bit depressed lately, for no apparent reason other than perhaps seasonal malaise. (I want spring!)
I've been sleeping far more than usual, though not very restfully, a somewhat worrying tendency when tomorrow I'm off to Detroit for ACUS. I know perfectly well that's going to be a major sleep deprivation weekend. I hope I don't do anything embarrassing like fall asleep in the middle of a game.
I've also had very little motivation to do anything at all other than hang out online: I've made next to no progress on my unpacking, I've procrastinated designing characters for the aforementioned ACUS, and I've neglected AW completely. Even my morning pages, the one aspect of AW I felt I was doing well at.
neeuqdrazil has new friendships bursting out all over at her, and she very much deserves it...but I want some! Waaaaaaaaah!Gack. I don't even know whether I want people to comment and try and tell me how special I am or anything because I feel like it doesn't count if I've asked for it.
Where did this come from?! GRRRRRRRRRR!
I have been feeling a bit depressed lately, for no apparent reason other than perhaps seasonal malaise. (I want spring!)
I've been sleeping far more than usual, though not very restfully, a somewhat worrying tendency when tomorrow I'm off to Detroit for ACUS. I know perfectly well that's going to be a major sleep deprivation weekend. I hope I don't do anything embarrassing like fall asleep in the middle of a game.
I've also had very little motivation to do anything at all other than hang out online: I've made next to no progress on my unpacking, I've procrastinated designing characters for the aforementioned ACUS, and I've neglected AW completely. Even my morning pages, the one aspect of AW I felt I was doing well at.
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Date: 2002-03-19 11:53 am (UTC)This is related to what I was talking about here, in a sense.
She's just able to form close bonds with people at long distances fairly easily.
One of the many reasons that she is wonderful.
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Date: 2002-03-19 12:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-03-19 04:27 pm (UTC)Ok, this is why I shouldn't read LJ at work. I'm kinda weepy now.
*smooches* I love you both. cg - I'll try to get home at a decent hour so we can get some not-asleep snuggles, 'kay? Fi - I'll try to get online before too too late so we can chat for a bit before you head off ACUS-ward.
And it's not something usual for me - this is all brand new, and really fucking scary, to boot. I don't know how or why it's happening, either.
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Date: 2002-03-19 05:36 pm (UTC)